I'm hurting


I hurt...
I want to stop feeling...
I scream and yell and try with all that is within me for you to hear, but it comes out as a little whisper...
I want to be held
I want someone to say that it will be ok
I want someone to call me and cry with me
I want someone to say yeah lets go out, lets get you a life
Have you thought of trying... would you like to try it with me?
Let's have an adventure...

I want someone to be here and hold me
I want someone to say that it will be ok
I don't want to hurt anymore
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore
I don't want this feeling in me
I don't want to feel and all I can do is feel

I want to talk about it, but I can't
I want someone to love me for all that I am and for all that I will become,
I want someone to say, you don't fit my mold right now, but we'll work on you getting closer together
I want someone to want me

rejection sucks...