Or you could just go to sleep

I went over to Peter and Hope's new place tonight, to see if I could help with the speaker setup. The title of this post is what Hope recommended when I said I should come home and clean my room.

I started cleaning my room before work this morning. It's cool to see the floor. I think I'll be finishing it up in the morning.

I'm hoping to get a call from a friend tomorrow, but I'm trying to keep my expectations low. Last time we talked I fucked up big time and I'm not sure if we're talking yet:(

I'm not sure I know what love is right now. I know it's not sex. I think it's the ability to care about someone no matter what they are or who they've done. It's looking into them and seeing the good that lies in us all. I believe it does exist in us somewhere. It's the ability to remove the "what can this person do for me" element.

I don't know if I have the altruistic heart that I would like to have in the love I described in the last paragraph. Trust is required in excess. Trust is required and the ability to roll with the punches when the trust is broken. I think Jesus and Ghandi were on to something. You can change the world by not asserting yourself with violence, but with passive resistence.

I'm probably full of bullshit right now, but what can you do?
Peace-
T