relationships are easy...

Oh wait, no they're not. Everyday we're drawn into our relationships with others. I realized today, as someone asked me how I saw myself, that I am sometimes a needy friend.

I guess I think I knew it all along. As an only child, I always would want to hang out with my friends, even past the point of being annoying. (or maybe that's just now)

Anyway, getting my life back together again. I went to unemployment insurance orientation today. That was rather boring, but informative. Turns out that the orientation + my 2 interviews, count as my 3 job contacts for the week. So that's something.

Maybe it turns out that I spend time at Pies & Pints everynight because otherwise I feel like I don't see anyone. That I could just stop being and no one would notice. Maybe I strive for friendships because we all have a desire to be accepted by our peers.

So people tell me I need to be comfortable being by myself. Being alone for long periods of time, I spose. Unfortunately that's not who I am. I don't have that built in need to spend time by myself.

Anyway, I should go.
C you around-
Tim