Growing Pains

I think I am growing. It feels like a sharp pain in my heart and a dull ache mixed together. Or is that self realization that I am, in fact, a true asshole?

I know that I have lost my desire for almost everything. I think a wise man once said lose all desire and you will find nirvana. If he didn't he should have.

I yelled at the cafeteria manager in email today. Basically I told her that having to eat in the cafeteria for 14 meals out of the week and not having Mongolian Grill on friday REALLY REALLY sucked. I'm sure she gets emails like that all the time, but it was my first time saying something. The cafeteria has lost all appetizing aspects. I now eat only to sustain this damn body of mine.

3+ more weeks of 84+ hours... w00t. I pre-ordered some video games today. Halo 2, cause I can't gaurantee that I will get a copy of the game, let alone my friends that post comments about wanting it on my blog :P

OK, I need to sleep. I'll catch you guys on the flip side.
Peace-
T