you make me feel... EMOTIONAL...

right now... I think I can feel my brain trying to process... it's not
doing it's job though.

I am here waiting. My stomach is churning. I am filled with anxiety
and hopelessness. I feel the walls closing in. I have lost all hope. I
can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't know if I can
cope with it.

I'm scared. I'm not sure how to deal with my overemotional state of
being right now. I think if I sleep maybe I'll feel better, more
refreshed.

I know I miss the people I don't work with. I hate the feeling of not
knowing what's happening in my life in only a few short weeks.

i need to focus on work, but I also need to get my resume in order, so
I can possibly get another job right away.

Well, see you later-
T