Thursday, December 23, 2004

ok... it's true

Here I am blogging from dear old dad's house. I didn't think I would, but I'm addicted, what can I say? I just have to delete histories and make sure the cookie crumbs don't lead anywhere:) OK, so my family doesn't know about my blog.

I know, you're all shocked;) Well, anyway, I got to oregon safely. I am staying in Oregon City right now and going to Hillsboro tomorrow. Christmas eve. I hope all the amazon packages have arrived!!!

Anyway, I think I'm doing better. I havbe been working through my loneliness which I shouldn't be feeling anyway, even though I sometimes do.

I'm 27 years old. Where is my beautiful wife? Where is my beautiful house? Where are all the things that should have been by now? How old will I be before I settle down? How old will I be before I get a real job?

Ahh the scorpio. Always trying to figure out the secret motives. Always seeing the truth as it lies out before them. Seeing the hidden truth and master of the jealousy.

How is it that I can read people plain as day, but I can't understand them? How is it that I have the social skillz of a prepubescent child? Why do I feel like a little boy, when I should be a man?

Are there ever any answers to these rediculous questions? Wasn't I supposed to go through this 10 years ago? Am I stuck on repeat?

Well, I'm audi 5000. Not sure if I'll be writing from mom's house, but rest assured I'll write when I get back to seattle on monday or tuesday!

Peace-
T

1 Comments:

Blogger Waywordgrrl said...

Merry Christmas Timothy! :)

I don't know if you ever do figure all that out...I'm still scratching my head over that one.

10:56 PM  

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