on loneliness...
Sometimes you want a warm body lying next to you. Sometimes you want someone to hold on a cold winter night. Sometimes you want someone to understand. Sometimes you want someone to say that it will be all ok. Sometimes you don't want to be yourself. Sometimes you want to be that person that has found someone to love. Sometimes you don't want it to be cold anymore. Sometimes you just want anything, but the loneliness you feel inside. Sometimes you realize that you need to be stronger than you are, and that you need to be that for yourself more than anyone else. Sometimes you want someone to call that isn't your mother or your father. Sometimes you wish you had a brother or a sister that can give you some level of comfort that hasn't come from anyone else. Sometimes you've hidden yourself away so you won't be hurt, but it hurts anyway. Sometimes you write to your blog, because the silent annonymous people reading your blog are the only people you can talk to about it. Sometimes you come off as a 27-yr old sex fiend, when in reality you're just looking for love and acceptance. Sometimes you want more than you have and you cry because you don't have it. Sometimes it hurts, and you just want to sleep, because tomorrow it might hurt less.
Goodnight-
T
3 Comments:
Sometimes I wish I were someone else so I could ease your lonliness.
Sometimes I think about forgetting that I'm someone else, and just doing what I want and ease your lonliness.
sometimes i think damnit tim why don't you call me....i might not be a female but we can kick it still! see the thing is you work so i don't know what your schedule looks like but you know what i'm doing.....nothing because i'm on a 100 day break!
call me dood!...at least so i can hook you up with a cool demo cd or come out to MS to have a tasty lunch!
oh, so sad. Too bad you're sad. Love doesnt exist anyway, if you're smart.
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