bored...

Sometimes, I get bored at work. It's true. I try and concentrate at the game at hand, but sometimes I'd rather blog and hang out with friends.

I've determined that I want more adventure in my life. I want to travel and see the world some more. I don't remember how I got in this cycle of 9 months on, 3 months off, rinse lather repeat... but I'm not liking it so much.

I realized the other day that I'm 27 now. I was supposed to be happy with my life at this point, and I'm not sure that I am. My innerself is torn between who I currently am, who I want to be, and what I used to want.

Do I want to be the guy that cares only about what he wants? Do I want to just remove myself from the society and lose myself in my books? Do I want to continue to believe in a love that is not merely about the physical and believe that one can be true to one lover? Do I want to taste life to it's fullest, nevermind the consequences?

*sigh*
1 more hour of work-
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