she didn't want us to know

She's been dying for a while. She's been sick, but told her neighbor/caretaker not to tell us. She didn't want to upset our lives. It would have been nice to see her one last time. Evidentally the letter she left for my uncle was far from nice. Tomorrow my mom will meet with the lawyer to see what the will says. My mom has been unable to get ahold of my uncle.

And then they wonder why I have relationship problems.

I tried to play the good host today. But I failed miserably. Between the reminder that I was not a friend, and the fact that my grammie passed away, I was far less than hospitable.

Now again I am plagued by a restless nights sleep.

Peace be with you.
Tim

PS- maybe it's time for a refresher course on Tim's religion, but we'll save that for another post...