Monday, January 20, 2003

Half way there

Although I did get 1 request to make this more than just a once a month blog, I have found that I'm not that motivated.

Mostly because of games and movies:
Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4
Warcraft 3
Neverwinter Nights
Sid Meier's Sim Golf
and I'm watching all sorts of movies that my roommate Dan owns.

Tonight I watched... Undercover Brother, Pitch Black, and Life as a House. It's because of "Life" that I think I'm writing here, now.

My roommate presented me with a term about someone they knew. They called them "Asexual" which I realized is how some of my friends and I live our lives. I have this huge fear of rejection ingrained in my being. I think it's made me rather prude when I think that there's lots of girls who wouldn't have rejected a kiss by yours truly.

I'm 25 now. Still a virgin, although I think my mom doubts it. And I'd love to get a girlfriend and settle down. It's just I don't know how...
T