Mama said there'd be days like this

So it hits me like a ton of bricks. I am single again. I need to get out of this house and meet some people. I need more friends that I can call up after 9:45 and say, hey, let's go down to the bar and play some pool. I need some buddies that have the same schedule as I are not at home 24/7. I need more single friends:) Well, I need to go to sleep, cause I don't have anyone to party with ;)

Peace-
Tim

Sleepy

Hey, I can't communicate with you, and so I'm cheating. I'm using a technology that I've known that you check to say that I miss you and hope things are going great for you. I am keeping busy and trying not to thing of how I wish things were different than they are, but I am growing, and that's something that I get to keep from this relationship. My search to be a better man has become partially lit by an amazing woman. Thank you for that.
Love-
Me

The stuff that sucks

Losing a loved one, via relocation or death. Losing a friend over a disagreement. Losing a friend due to personal feelings. Losing a love due to circumstances beyond your control. Moving to a new city. Removing yourself from a situation that makes you hurt because you care about someone. Becoming strangers. The new make over show, the swan.

Stuff that is good

Rekindling a friendship lost in time. Moving to a new city. Rekindling a love that was lost, but is now found. Meeting new friends. Dining out. Walks around greenlake. Having my health and beauty. Singing in the shower. Whistling a happy tune. Learning to play the piano. Going out with friends. kissing. cuddling.

peace out-
Timatao

The long and short of it

Here it is on thursday. There are world events that include hostages, and deaths, and all sorts of bullshit. It seems like I should take an interest in the world around me. For some odd reason I can't see past my circle of friends. I can't help pondering what kind of man I will be.

I am back together with my ex *smiles broadly*

I need to go.
Peace-
Tim

satisfaction

So here it is monday morning. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. But right now I don't care if I'm doing the right thing. I'm just one man doing what feels right. I love and live and learn.

God bless-
A sinner

Passion

I wish I were more passionate about things in my life. It seems that people are often upset by something they are passionate about and can influence others to become passionate about it as well. I have some empathy, but I think that when it comes to ideas that don't really affect me, I can't really become passionate about it. I think I am an apathetic person living in an apethetic society.

I want to feel, to hunger, to thirst, to become enraged, to boil over.

I made it to Oregon and I even remembered to blog :)
Tim

Seattle and Oregon

I hate Oregon. I hate that it takes me 3 hours to drive there. I hate that I don't have a carpool buddy to get down there with. I hate that I don't have someone to stay home and cuddle with. I hate that Seattle traffic SUCKS. I hate that fandango just broke.

Well at least I'm going to go see Hellboy tonight:)

Well enough of my ranting... Time for work ;)
Tim