Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Revolutions

Can it be that I am not fired up or passionate about any discrepancies that I see? Should I drop everything and change my life? Move away and become a hard worker that has a passion for life? Am I merely asleep at the wheel? Am I dead?

Sometimes I wish I had a revolution I could be taking part in. Maybe there is an evil tyrannical man oppressing people somewhere that I could be fighting against. Is there a way I can divert my energy to help people? Instead of sleeping my days away in tired America?

Am I too fearful to be passionate? Am I too drowned in debt to try?

New Years Resolution 3.0 Rev 1

Save 1 night a month for alone time

Time will be spent alone in room w/o computer

OR

Time will be spent alone outside of the house

It's almost christmas time and I'm heading to Oregon. I hope everyone has a nice christmas and I'll catch you later.
Peace-

Monday, December 22, 2003

what's going on mikon?

So another day, another drachma,
Christmas shopping is done, it's so nice to be able to buy presents again this year.

New years resolution 1.0:
Pay off 1 credit card

New years resolution 2.0:
Go on at least 1 date every month

New years resolution 3.0:
Save 1 night a month for housemates/alone time

New years resolution 4.0:
Read 1 book a month

I think that's good for now. I'm going to go check out what's going on downstairs now. Check you later.
Peace-

Friday, December 19, 2003

Party 2nite

sorry for freaking out all over you like that. I am a somabitch:)

Trogdor was a man,
err... maybe he was a dragon man,
well, actually he was a DRAGON!!!

But he was still TROGDOR!!!!

TROGDOR

I hope you all have a nice friday, I really need to go back to work:)
Peace-
Tim

Thursday, December 18, 2003

true obsession

do you know that feeling?...

Should I call? Does she like me? Do I like her? Am I playing the game forrectly? Am I suffocating her? Am I enough for her? Am I doing the right thing? Am I just fooling myself until she finds out she doesn't want me? Do I want her? Should I ask her out? Will she say yes? Do I want her to say yes? Should I continue looking? Do I want/need to continue looking? Is there such a thing as a good ending? Who am I? Where am I? What should I be doing? What do I want to do?

Inner strugglings... peace-
Tim

Life is beautiful and so are you

Well, it's been a while. I decided against remaining in the D&D game. Life is good. Christmas is almost here. I've decided I'm going back to Oregon on tuesday and will be back up here on friday.

I just finished "The Tao of Pooh" which talks about Tao-ism and how the characters in Winnie the pooh relate to Taoism. It was very enlightening. Tao-ism seems to be a very go with the flow of life idea, which is what I like about it.

Anyway, I went to Trillogy tuesday (all the Lord of the rings shows on tuesday december 16th.) It was pretty good, and I feel like i got my nerd-ness fill for the rest of the year:)

Well, gotta run, Peace-
Tim