shamma shamma

So I started my nutrisystem diet yesterday. I'm hungry :)

oh well, what can you do? I hope everyone is doing well. I have been averaging 5 hours of sleep a night, which means I'm exhausted. Also, we're having a contest at work tomorrow, which means my nights are filled with playing video games in order to prepare for the video games.

I also picked up "Jennifer Government" the other day. It is AWESOEM! If you have some time for a fun book, I would highly recommend this book.

Anyway, I should get back to work :) Catch you guys later-
Tim

err... I mean, cheers fuckers

what I like...

church/christianity...
It's a good doctorine with great characters. the faith is based off drunkards and bums. I wouldn't classify myself as religious but a man of faith. I believe that there is a god. I believe that this world will be a better place because of christianity. (note: a lot of christians piss me off to no end.)

Battlestar Galactica...
This show is like crack... Cylons are hawt ;)

My friends...
yeah, I love my friends :) They're the best friends money can't buy. I like the fact that they'll take me out and get me drunk when I need to do that :) Also, they like to play board games which is always a plus!

My bloggging buddies...
You guys always keep me distracted at work :)

Working at bungie...
It's true, they treat me as an outsider, but I work on the best video games in the world!

the single boat...

a relationship is too much time, too many responsibilities...

anyway, I don't know. I know we're going to try to remain friends...

but really, I feel like shit. I feel stupid for actually believing that she would be able to maintain a relationship.

The thing that is... I wouldn't have minded if she had told me that she just didn't want to meet during the week. I miss dates. I miss going to the bar with a beautiful girl and having fun. I miss going out to nice finners and eating the good food and paying way to much for a single night out on the town.

So, no obligations, no cheating on each other, but still talking. Invite each other out on dates, no obligation to say yes. No obligation to call, but if you want to call, you can.

I don't feel like calling right now.

Cheers fuckers :)
-Tim

pies and lesbians

stopped by the pies & pints tonight. I was getting a prescription refill of the diabetic test strips, which just happens to be next door to my old favorite watering hole.

Stopped in for a pie and then the lesbians started showing up. there were probably about 10 - 15 when they'd finally all shown up. It was curious to see all these women who had no use for men. I wondered if they thought I was the enemy, or just some diseased creature that they wanted nothing to do with. Personally I have nothing against lesbianism, but I do like to be involved in the sex, and there's not much room for me in lesbianism :(

I'm watching House :) They're talking about relationships and how they're addictive. It feels good to be wanted :) To be desired.

I'm tired. I should sleep. I hope everyone is good.

Notes:
I want to thank all my blogging buddies....
lynn, mangey curs, quinn, racheal, Kim, and Keri :)

Without you guys, my days would be SO boring!
Cheers, fuckers!
Tim

voodoo chicken!

So I'm watching this movie, Angel Heart. It's from the 80s and is pretty messed up from what I can tell.

anyway, I went back to mars hill today. I think it might still be my favorite church in the greater seattle area.

hmm... church... should I start back up in the new year? Is there something for me there?

Am I in the right relationship?

I'm sick. I have a sore throat and am just all around exhausted.

In other news, I signed up with the nutrisystem today, so I'll be getting all my meals sent to me in 4 week shipments. It should be quite the diet plan. Also, tomorrow is my last smoking day, so that's exciting.

Anyway, I'm off. i love you all!
cheers, fuckers!
-tim

it's finally over!!!

holly broke up with me yesterday. My month and a half of her treating me like she diden't want to be near me, that I was the most annoying guy to ever be a boyfriend is finally over. The thing is, before we shipped PGR3, she was so in love with me. It was hard to forget that and just move on.

Happy fuckin new years eve. but really, it's the fact that I was rejected by her, because I was the perfect boyfriend. I didn't put up a fight, I wasn't a bad boy, I didn't give her a chase.

It's fuckin bullshit.

Oh well, it would behoove me to go to church again. I want a nice girl, but not a prude girl. It's a balance.

Anyway, I'm going to try and give up the cigarettes again. Maybe start exercising again. Get back in shape :)

I hope everyone has a good 2006. Mine is going to be fantastic!

Cheers, fuckers-
Tim